An update

I know I have been posting my songs daily (or as often as I remember) but I have not really done an update on how things are around here in a while.  I though it was about time.  

We moved into our new house on November 19th.  We working on unpacking for a few days and my parents came to visit for Thanksgiving.  They were a big help moving things around and unpacking the rest of the downstairs.  my kitchen was not ready for thanksgiving dinner so we ordered out and at at the table among boxes.  We did finally get those boxes taken care of.  Once they left, my DH's parents came the following weekend for a short visit.  We enjoyed their company but now the house feels lonely again.

I am slowing settling in.  I have my office space sort of set up.  We had to buy a new printer becuase we forgot to take out the toner in my old one and it ruined it.  So a new printer was bought along with a printer cart for it since is bigger than my old one.   I am starting to think about going back to work at least part time.  I really don't know what I want to do but i need to get out of the house and quit spending money.

I also realize that I need professional help with a few of my issues.  I called a therapist that I think will be able to help me sort out a lot of stuff.  One of the things she specializes in is dealing with infertility!    She is not Catholic, but Christian so I am praying she respects my views.  She also deals with various other things involving sex issues so I am looking forward to that.  I am also trying to find a new spiritual director out here.  If I want to continue to heal I know I need to find a priest to continue my spiritual healing.

As far as treatments and my health.  I am feeling pretty good, my medications I am on seem to be keeping me stable but they pain is back.  I am currently trying to decide if I need to contact my doctor (who is moving!) now to fit surgery in before she leaves or if I should just wait.  The original plan was that I would get my second surgery after DH gets his number up.  Then after surgery do three months(cycles) of the treatment for LUFs.  Now I just don't know.  DH and I are still praying about the next steps, if we are even called to be parents or if there is something else God has planned for us.  It is very hard to determine that and it has been so busy that we have not had time to pray together about it.

That is about all that is happening.  I hope you are enjoying the songs of Hope.